Always Speaking the Truth

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Ouija Board

so... that shit actually works...

First week

so.. this week has been bad as far as weeks go. i had to go to a funeral, found out that one of me closest friends is depressed and from what people tell me wants to kill himself which had me in panic mood as soon as i read the text i rushed over picked up some of his friends and went to his house just to make sure that he was still alright. i gotta tell you that that was one of the biggest scares of my life. i wouldn't know what i would do if he did something....

Free at Last!!

so...this was the last week of my first semester of college.my last week of class also happened to be finals week, the first one (math) wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be.the second test was freaky eazee peezee lemon squeezey .Weds and Thurs was suppose to be my catch up day for sleep and homework but on one of those days i recieved a random ass text from "speech girl" , it was a picture of an orangutan babyafter that a couldn't go back to bed -_-, but it was ok because that mean she was thinking of me in the morning :] .anywayz as friday came along i was planning to finish my last final, do what i came there to do and then go home either happy or disappointed. what i didnt plan on was to get invited to go and return her books with her and then after she returns her books she remembers that she has to wait for her cousin whose going to come at one and its only ten. so i couldn't just leave her there for 3 hrs by herself... as time went on she remembered that she had a book at home that she could sell and another invite. we stayed at her house for little less than an hour she did her make up and used the little chompy things on my eyelashes. and we went back to her school and chilled for another hour or two then went home. suppose to hang out this long ass break and party or somethingwhat ever it is im looking forward to it :] if you read two post ago, than you are probably wondering how the whole thing went down but...it didnt go down at all ...i pussied out :[ .

weirdest morning ever

so... this morning i get up at 8 forgetting that my final for psych was at 12 not 9 so i go back to sleep and i had a dream studying in a empty room no lights except the one on my desk and im writing notes or something but when i go back and check them they are blank :o then i wake up take a shower dad asks me to get him some donuts when i get there, there's this random ass mexican guy that starts talking to me about god and how lucky i am to be alive and that god wants me to happy i was like ok... then as i was driving home, on the side of the road i see 2 clowns in full make-up and costume changing a flat tire i was like WTF. well thats about it

spanish music

so... i started listening to "my people music" and im not talking about that mariachi stuff which i cant stand for my own reasons. the reason that i started listening to spanish music is that this one girl in my speech class would listen and sing along this kind of music and to be honest i sort of have a thing for her and from what i could see she might have thing for me as well but i was never good at reading signs and signals and shit like that. so every time that i listen to spanish music it reminds me of her. the last time that i have with her is on friday although im scared shitless im going find out where i stand with this girl and see if its going any where. if its not meant to be then its not meant to be. but if it is then... you already know!... wish me luck... oh and im going to be changing my music pretty soon *reminder for me*

sitting waiting wishing

idk that song just poped in to my head and i cant get it out but just waiting here at ohlone newark campus and im just sitting and waiting for clas to start and i came here hella early .